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Thursday, June 28, 2012

Wedding Ruby & Kawan Baru Hafiy

So sorry....benda lama baru nak story. Ruby is one of 8D8 group member. Baru je kawen 26.5.2012 aritu. Nikah pg, tghari terus majlis persandingan. Maaf la Bi, x sempat dtg nikah pg tuh. Awak adalah cantik! Congratz...semoga bahagia hingga ke syurga. Ni je gambar sempat snap sambil menggendong Hafiy...alasan. Sorry quality gambar kureng skit. Note xleh pakai lg time ni =p





Dari wedding ruby, gi terjah Mek Aini plak...br lepas bersalin her 1st baby boy on 25th May 2012 seberat 3.98kg via normal delivery. His name Muhammad Emir Fayyadh... another baby F. Cayalah aini... berguna tak pesanan aku? hihi... 
Enjoy ur confinement, bf ur baby & motherhood time. 
Alhamdulillah kerana kita diberi izin merasai nikmat menjadi seorang ibu. Syukur sgt2....


Fayyadh (aini...amik pict kat fb mung =p)



Persiapan Raya

aku x buat ape2 pon lg....beli kain idak...beli baju pon idak, sama ada utk diri sendiri ke utk hubby ke mahupun utk Hafiy. 

Dasyatnye....ni bukan aku ni...haih. Tema raya ape color pon x decide lg. 
Ni en.hubby punya pasal la, die x mo buat baju melayu lg dah...sbb katenya dah banyak baju sponsor during his brother & sista wedding aritu. 
Ala... terus xde mood i nak shopping tau. Tp baju Hafiy kene beli gak. 
Next month sempat tak? sempat kot eh...
too many things to think... 
too many things in the list to spend to...
priority???

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

EBM : cabaran dan dugaan

hmmm...sebenarnye lama dah niat nak story about this, tp disebabkan kekangan masa...lambat la skit. 

Everything start smoothly... till in May i found that my EBM stock is running out... only 14 bottles left that time. OMG. mcm mane bleh x perasan ni. starting from Mac  i've been very2 bz...site meeting every 2 weeks, my master's  subjects that requires many assignments... with 3 classes a week... i just manage to pump once a day, i got only 5-8oz. But Hafiy consume 10oz per day and 15 oz for day & night on the day that i have class...imagine...panic! Mama advice to mkn kuning telur mentah + madu. seelok-eloknya telur ayam kampung. tp kalo xde, telur biasa pon bleh. Mama suh mkn every day, tp kalo takut panas, selang sehari pon ok. Mula2 aku x sanggup gak nak telan, tp memikirkan anak, telan jela. Hmmm...not bad, kuning telur tu bila campur madu die akan jd masak separuh. sedap je. And starting from May, i tried to anyhow pump twice a day... lantak la bos nak memekik cari ke, tefon berdering x berjawab ke....lantak! Tekad... Hari yg ade class, i pump 3 times, usually at 11am, 3.30pm & after class 9.30 pm. Tp yg kul 3.30 pm tu slalu gagal...keje kene settlekan sbb nak blk on time, kalo tak lambat plak masuk kelas, so aku akan pump dlm kete odw ke kelas. Pump yg aku ade tu spectra je pon. Aku x selesa buat double pumping, slalu single pumping je tp aku buat selang seli, kejap kanan, kejap kiri. Dlm kete celah mana lak nak cucuk plag tuh...manual la beb! lenguh tangan2 ni..demi Hafiy mama tabahkan hati. Abis kelas, pam lg...manual gak. so a day i manage to get 10-15oz. Tu utk cover daily consumption jerk...stock skrang cume ade 6 x 5oz. 

Since monday, aku demam + batuk plak...mkn ubat, mkn supplement, tetibe bile pam mcm merundum... semalam la paling ketara. Aku mc...so dr pg sampai ptg aku ngan Hafiy kat umah, direct feed jela. Pg tu bila Hafiy tido, aku pam jap...dpt 1oz je....sedih. Dlm hati ckp maybe sbb aku direct feed arini kot. Fine...ptg antar Hafiy ke umah nanny die, sbb ade kelas. Odw gi kelas pam lg, dpt 1oz gak...sedih. tp x nak pikir...Hubby ckp lepas kelas kang try lg. Lepas kelas pam dpt la dlm 2.5oz...terus aku nangis! Sejak 2-3 hari kebelakangan ni aku sensitif skit...x tau nape. Cepat terasa hati, emosional skit. Bertambah2 la berjurai air mata, dlm hati "Hafiy...Hafiy...Hafiy..." mcm putus cinta tahu! sedih membayangkan kalo x bf Hafiy lg...owh...x sanggup. Pikir jugak agaknye masa Hafiy direct feed cukup ke eh...kenyang tak die. Setakat ni xde la ngamok2 time ngepeng tu. Arini aku stop mkn ubat, supplement... pg ni aku pam, alhamdulillah dpt 5.5oz. petang ni dpt 4 oz je =(  "farhana, keep on pumping" usaha + tawakal.


deep inside my heart..i still believed Allah tahu niat aku...and x kan hampakan aku... 
tp aku x tau perancanganNya utk aku & Hafiy. Wish me luck...


p/s: aku mmg xde idea nak beli fm ape kalo tetibe xde susu...adeh.


Tuesday, June 5, 2012

Hafiy @ 9 month old

my little boy has grown up... cepatnye masa berlalu.
3 bln lg dah setahun. Dlm kepala mama awak ni dok ligat pikir ape plan utk ur 1st birthday my dear. Hafiy nak ape? Lets mama & ayah think about it k...

Mama & ayah love u soooo much dear.

9 month development..
xde check up bln ni, mama agak berat Hafiy dlm 8.5-9 kg kot.
dah pandai wave bye..bye...tp shy..shy...
dah pandai salam tp xmo cium tgn...
mkn nak suap sendiri...pegang biskut sendiri...sedut air gune straw..minum guna cawan
mknn pon dah xmo yg blend halus... suke mkn oranges, epal...
sgt suke tgk upin ipin..senyum je dpn tv
kalo dgr azan, die diam je
dah x mo baring dlm car seat, nak duduk
suke main stereng kete...suke main air..suke terjah bilik air
dah pandai panjat meja, sofa...turun katil
smoga Hafiy membesar dgn sempurna, sihat, bijak, jd anak yg soleh...amin